The feeling…
I have loved you, even now I may
confess, some embers of my love their fire retain but don’t let it cause you more distress. I don’t want to sadden you again. Hopeless and tonguetied, yet, I loved you dearly with pangs the jealous and the timid know so tenderly. I loved you so sincerely. I pray God grant another love you so…..
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What I did lately..
Friday, Dec 30
Had plan to karaoke with the officers in my company but there was an intruder who made a bonfire of my plan. She made me face my trauma of losing something! Fuckin’ shit!
So, I came to Debby’s house, accompanied her went to hospital and celebrated her birthday with Citra and Eka. That was a great day and happy birthday my girls. FYI, Citra’s birthday on 28 and Debby’s on 31. Love you both always <3
Saturday, Dec 31
Stayed overnight at Debby’s house. I wanted to karaoke with Citra, Debby, Eko and Boi. But all the places were full or even used the minimum charge. So, others decided to go to Ka Bohal’s house. But me, went to Lapiaza Kelapa Gading to meet Ina, Tining and Hanif. Happy New Yeaaaaaar 2012……. Spread love and peace for those who love you, not for your haters absolutely. May this year bring us prosperity ♡
We spent our new year’s eve by seeing the spectacular fireworks on the event named “Space Voyage”. What a hilarious new year’s eve with good friends..
Sunday, Jan 1
The first day on 2012. Just stayed home, played game and went to beauty centre in the evening..
Monday, Jan 2
I was still on holiday. Just stayed home and played game all day..
Jan 3, 4, 5
Started to work.. Holiday was over!!! And my flash is over quota when I’m addicted to play game. Fuckin’ shit!
Friday, Jan 6
Thank God It’s Friday……..
The first friday on 2012, the first friday which saturday is holiday! Yap, the management of my company decided that starting this year, saturday become a day off to work. What a life!
I went to karaoke with another officers, ate pecel ayam in the night and homey……. Slept well. Yeaaaah!
I’m addicted to play this one on facebook - Mall World :)
Nutri Sari Frut’ en Veg menjadi teman gue membuat tugas dihari terakhir libur ini..
Proposal untuk mata kuliah Research akhirnya tinggal gue kembangkan dari short story yg udah gue buat di semester 5. Dan Lesson Plan-lah yg menjadi prioritas gue untuk dikerjakan, karena rabu ini gue akan melakukan simulasi mengajar yg notabene ga sama sekali terlintas dipikiran gue buat ngajar setelah lulus nanti. Hufh..
Wish me luck for my simulation, guys..
Lotta Love,
Cacha :)
The Late Comers..
- This moment happened at 7pm, today. Actually I had my 1st class at 6.30pm. But, I ate first before go to the class. At 7pm, Citra and I decided to go upstair and we met Mr. Marsudi and Ms. Somariah (my lecturers today) on our way with someone that I don't know who he is..
- Mr. Marsudi : You're late.. (Talking to our face with smile)
- Me : Yes, Sir.. You're right.. (Laughing)
having a slice of cheese cake while tumbling… and rainy outside! yeay.. i love rainy day with no reason. spending my sunday in my room doing all the things with my lappy. but suddenly i lose my mood to do anything when the internet connection is not friendly, so does my blackberry. haah, i think i have to save much money to buy the new one. my blackberry is not proper to use anymore, even i still love it. do you know why? it’s because my blackberry usually doesn’t work normally. i have to wait for about 30 minutes even more and sometimes i have to turn it off manually. huaaa, i killed by the gadget!!!
it becomes worse when i realized that i left my blackberry’s charger in the office. how stupid i am! so, i use my laptop to charge my blackberry. it’s frustrated me so well. but you know what? ….finally i can connect my molo.me account to my twitter. yeaaay, now i can share my photos from molo.me to my followers on twitter. i’m so happy because i’ve waited it for………ever!!!
i edited some photos with flare effect today. but i just post 2 of them :)
it’s nice to spend my free time to do the things that i love..
I find myself in all I do. I own me, I am me and I am fine. That is enough..
i pretend to be ok even cry over inside :(
#NowPlaying Wish you were here - Avril Lavigne
Sendiri dikamar cuma ditemani sinar laptop. Iseng buka foto dan liat foto bapak dan adhan pas di bali. Diam sejenak, terkenang akan sosok bapak dan tiba-tiba air mata gue mengalir deras..
I miss you.. totally miss you, dad. I always hope that i can see you even just in my dream. Everyday i pray for you, i hope you save there in his side..
Bpk. H. Arief Budiman. S.Sos. M.Si
Semua berubah seketika, tanpa terduga. My life is changed..
Kehidupan mengajarkan gue untuk tidak sombong dan selalu melihat kebawah. Apa yg telah terjadi di kehidupan gue adalah pembelajaran berharga yg Allah beri untuk menyadarkan gue dari apa yg seharusnya ga gue lakukan, contoh keborosan gue..
Mungkin awalnya memang teramat sangat sulit untuk menerima apa yg telah Allah putuskan. Krisis finansial seketika, Kehilangan sesosok orang yg paling berpengaruh di keluarga sampai dengan gue harus berusaha untuk ga terpuruk!
Bokap gue selalu mengajarkan gue untuk sabar dan menerima apa yg memang seharusnya terjadi. Sikap dia yg keras juga mengajarkan gue bahwa di dunia ini kita harus berusaha sendiri dalam hal apapun. Dan kejadian buruk yg menimpa keluarga gue juga sangat mengajarkan gue untuk tidak cepat percaya dengan orang lain. Keluargalah kunci dari semua kesulitan kita..
Apa yg terjadi dikehidupan gue, membuat gue percaya bahwa keajaiban Allah itu ada. Dia memberi jalan seperti sekarang ini untuk mendewasakan gue. Disaat gue punya masalah, gue selalu mencoba untuk ga nangis. Itu semua karna bokap gue.. Pribadi dia yg keras ngebentuk mental gue dan akhirnya gue bisa seperti sekarang karna bokap gue yg teramat sangat hebat..
i love you more than anything, dad.. without you i’m nothing, but because of you i can be something. i love you and always..
kiss and hug from the distance,
your little princess <3
